I can’t believe this is really happening. I can’t believe he is real. I can’t believe he is buying me coffee tomorrow. I can’t breathe. Just last week I was trying to figure out how the hell I was going to get out of this relationship anxiety that has been haunting me for months, and here he comes into my life, and made me forget all about everything. He has know idea how much I am feeling this, and the thrill is helping me get up each morning with a giant grin on my face. Is this what romance is supposed to be like? Because I could really get used to it.